Things have started to crystallize in an unexpected way, and my hope is that this trend continues.
For a long time now I have wanted this project and many others to succeed more than I have wanted anything else. It is a yearning so intense that I feel it may have clouded my vision, leading me to miss some things that have been right in front of me the entire time. I have learned to curb this yearning into something more of a nonchalant wish, the idea that what will be will be and that nothing is going to make it happen any faster no matter how much I struggle with it.
So, this blog, this website, all of it is one small step toward the end. Therefore, it is a huge step in the journey I am taking between here and there, and something I will cherish and remember for the duration of my adventure. I have been making music for a long time, and holding most of it back because I did not believe it was perfect enough to bring into the light. But this journey, much like its narrator, is totally imperfect and to deprive the audience of those crucial steps that make the main character more human is to write a story that doesn't really move anyone, and ultimately doesn't go anywhere.
Here's to beginning in the middle, and filling in the steps.